So I spent the day in mourning really. Mourning my marriage - both the present and the future. Thinking about my wife and the life that we could have had together. Right now she’s decided on divorce - perhaps that will change - and perhaps it wont change. I certainly don’t know the future. I don’t know what’s coming and I’ll add that whatever I face I can only hope that I will face it with her.

But, faith isn’t about hope. Faith is knowing that something will come - and no matter what that something is - it’ll be handled. The situation is completely intolerable. I know my wife has been hurt just as much as I have and I would take that pain away if I could. But hard things come hard and we all learn as we go - and if your as stubborn as I am it’s the hard things you learn from.

I know that the future is going to bring something. Weather my future includes my wife, or my kids for that matter, I don’t know, but I have faith that whatever comes I can take it - and find joy and happiness in whatever comes.